Today I found myself giving advices to my friends, or answering their messages (most of them were from people asking for things), reading and talking about their problems when I was little dying on my inside. I felt like I was about to explode... I know when my friends are not okay, I may no say anything, but I know it, I feel it, I see it. The question is: am I that invisible that no one knows when I need a hug? Hasn't anyone noticed yet that everytime I hide myself behind a book it's because I'm not fine? Not even my parents?

The thing is that I'm not okay. I fake a smile every time I can but often succeed. Feeling lonely while surrounded by people is probably the worst loneliness in the whole world. I don't wish that for anyone. I analyze people, remember little details about the ones I care about, listen to them and their problems and try with my heart and soul to solve them. I do these things because it's what my heart tells me to do and I'm the happiest when I get to help friends.

But not today. Just not today.

Spring's awakening.

And I still believe...

And one day, I'm hoppin in a limousine and I'm ridin away.
It won't be long now...

They say that life is a two way street. When you're not sure

You gotta trust your feet to know the right way.

You can keep on moving with your head down or you can stop and take a look around. And that's the choice I've made…

It's for that movie inside your head, making memories we can't forget and when you can't forget: you're gonna know in your soul that this is what we came here for.

So live it loud

Here and now

This moment it won't be ignored

So why not open up that door

It's what we came here for.

Breakeven (Falling To Pieces) by The Script. Cover made by Maddi Jane.

Amazing singers are amazing.

VIVA LA VIE BOHEME.

Let’s follow the yellow brick road…

You wear your smile like a summer sky
Just shining down on me and you
I swear your heart is a free bird
On a lazy Sunday afternoon

I love the way that you were up for anything
Never worried 'bout what people say
That's right, oh that's right
What we got is

Just like driving on an open highway
Never knowing what we're gonna find
Just like two kids, baby, always trying to live it up
That's our kind of love

Otra vez, las clases van a comenzar hay muchos sueños que alcanzar.

El verano terminó.

El año va a empezar hay nuevos desafios ya me lleva el corazón.

Hay un sueño y una ilusión dentro de cada corazón, este año puede ser mejor.

I've seen you twice, in a short time. It seems to me, for every time. I'm getting more open-hearted. I was an impossible case.

No one ever could reach me. So I wanna know...
What's the name of the game?
Does it mean anything to you?
Can you feel it the way I do?
Tell me please, 'cause I have to know
I'm a curious child, beginning to grow
And you make me talk, and you make me feel, and you make me show what I’m trying to conceal.

If I trust in you, would you let me down? Would you laugh at me, if I said I care for you? Could you feel the same way too?
I wanna know...
The name of the game

I'm nothing special, in fact I'm a bit of a bore

If I tell a joke, you've probably heard it before

But I have a talent, a wonderful thing

'Cause everyone listens when I start to sing

I'm so grateful and proud

All I want is to sing it out loud

So I say...

Thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing

Thanks for all the joy they're bringing

Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty

What would life be?

Without a song or a dance what are we?

So I say thank you for the music

For giving it to me

Mother says I was a dancer before I could walk,

she says I began to sing long before I could talk.

And I've often wondered, how did it all start?

Who found out that nothing can capture a heart. Like a melody can?

Well, whoever it was, I'm a fan...

THANK YOU FOR THE MUSIC.

My 2011 resolutions

• Be a better person.
• Have more patience and tolerance.
• Smile more.
• Become wiser.
• Feeling better with myself.
• Stop being so critical.
• Follow my dreams and do what I really want to.
• Find an amazing person who understands and cares about me. A male BFF would be awesome.
• If possible, having a boyfriend.
• Pass all my school exams so that next year I can start studying Law.
• BE HAPPY.

Hope you all have a great year, full of joy, health, faith, peace and happiness.

Tons of love,

Camila