Today I found myself giving advices to my friends, or answering their messages (most of them were from people asking for things), reading and talking about their problems when I was little dying on my inside. I felt like I was about to explode... I know when my friends are not okay, I may no say anything, but I know it, I feel it, I see it. The question is: am I that invisible that no one knows when I need a hug? Hasn't anyone noticed yet that everytime I hide myself behind a book it's because I'm not fine? Not even my parents?

The thing is that I'm not okay. I fake a smile every time I can but often succeed. Feeling lonely while surrounded by people is probably the worst loneliness in the whole world. I don't wish that for anyone. I analyze people, remember little details about the ones I care about, listen to them and their problems and try with my heart and soul to solve them. I do these things because it's what my heart tells me to do and I'm the happiest when I get to help friends.

But not today. Just not today.

Spring's awakening.

And I still believe...

And one day, I'm hoppin in a limousine and I'm ridin away.
It won't be long now...

They say that life is a two way street. When you're not sure

You gotta trust your feet to know the right way.

You can keep on moving with your head down or you can stop and take a look around. And that's the choice I've made…

It's for that movie inside your head, making memories we can't forget and when you can't forget: you're gonna know in your soul that this is what we came here for.

So live it loud

Here and now

This moment it won't be ignored

So why not open up that door

It's what we came here for.

Breakeven (Falling To Pieces) by The Script. Cover made by Maddi Jane.

Amazing singers are amazing.

VIVA LA VIE BOHEME.