Wednesday, December 30, 2009

You make me easier to be

Chasing fireflies. Elusive dreams. This pre-life crisis is killing me. Beautiful tragedy. Who I was, wasn't me. We speak in silence, words can't break. It feels like we are falling awake in a place in a time of our own. Fell at the world. Fell from my feet. Gave up on myself. You didn't give up on me. Let myself go. You were still there like coming home, coming up for air.

You make it easier to be. Easier to be me. It's hard to believe. You make it easy.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

You can’t trust vampires.

Trust me.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me. I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong. Your arms around me tight. Everything felt so right. Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong. Now I can't breathe. No, I can't sleep. I'm barely hanging on.
Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces. Can't deny it, can't pretend. Just thought you were the one. Broken up, deep inside. But you won't get to see the tears I cry behind these hazel eyes.
I told you everything. Opened up and let you in. You made me feel alright for once in my life. Now all that's left of me is what I pretend to be. So together, but so broken up inside. 'Cause I can't breathe. No, I can't sleep. I'm barely hangin' on.
Swallow me then spit me out. For hating you, I blame myself. Seeing you it kills me now. No, I don't cry on the outside anymore, not anymore.


Thursday, December 24, 2009

Merry Christmas

There is a time for everyone where they decide who they'll become. The leap of faith where fights are won. I know I'm not the only one; it's a long way up but I won't stop.
I'll sing for the broken hearted. I'll sing for the dreams that won't come true and the music won't stop playing. Tonight I sing for you.
I'll dream about the place we started. Hold on to the past we can't undo. The music kept on playin', now tonight I sing for you. I may be far but you're not alone. I won't be safe till I come home. You're in my heart and you're in my soul.
I'll sing for the ones who have fallen. I'll sing when there's nothing left to lose. I know that they're your dreams too and I'll sing it all for you.
I'll dream about the place we started. Hold on to the past I can't undo but the music kept on playin'. Now tonight we sing for you

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

My year:)

I can almost see it that dream I’m dreaming but there’s a voice inside my head sayin’: you’ll never reach it. Every step I’m taking, every move I make feel lost with no direction; my faith is shaking but I gotta keep trying, gotta keep my head held high. The struggles I’m facing, the chances I’m taking sometimes might knock me down but no, I’m not breaking. I may not know it but these are the moments that I’m going to remember most yeah, just gotta keep going and I gotta be strong, just keep pushing on.There’s always gonna be another mountain. I’m always gonna wanna make it move. Always gotta be an uphill battle, sometimes I'm gonna have to lose. Ain’t about how fast I get there, ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side. It’s the climb. Keep on moving. Keep climbing. Keep the faith. It's all about, all about the climb. Just keep the faith,keep your faith.

Today I'm gonna ride away an feel the sun throughout my hair. Finally freeto be who I wanna be who that is, I don't really care. 'Cuz I've got friends who love me; blue skies are above me. My brunette hair is everywhere…
Sweet sixteen, gonna spread my wings
Sweet sixteen, it's my chance to shine
Sweet sixteen, discovering so much more than life
Sweet sixteen

Drivin' down to the club where we go to dance. Radio is blastin' and the top is down.
There ain't nothin' in my way 'cept the traffic of L.A.
And I've got friends who love me;
bright stars shine above me. My brunette hair is everywhere.
Mamma loves me and a brother who shows me, and a daddy's always there.
I wanna know what it feels like.I need to see it from the inside.I can taste a bit of what
I will find so much more to life.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Love, love, love

I see your face when I look in your eyes. What you feel is no surprise; everyone needs something to believe in. Tell me your dreams, I'll tell you mine. In our hearts, we'll look inside and we'll see all of the colors of the rainbow, I know.
I
want to see beyond my own little world. Grab your hands so we can twirl around the galaxy, see the world with clarity. We have such a long way to go, but I know we're getting closer every day.
We all want to believe in love. We all want to believe in something bigger than just us. We all want to be a part of a greater picture, singing in our heart, yeah bigger than us.
It fills the universe, with lots of skies above, it rescues from our hearts with love.
We all want to be in love. That's what's bigger than us.
It's love, it's love, that's bigger than us.
We all want to believe in love, we all want to believe in something bigger than just us…

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Rest in peace, Brittany

You were a great actress and person, we'll miss you!

Friday, December 18, 2009

Maybe it's the things I say. Maybe I should think before I speak. But I thought that I knew enough to know myself and do what's right for me. And these walls I'm building now, you used to bring 'em down. And these tears I'm cyin' out, you used to wipe away. I thought you said it was easy listening to your heart. I thought you said I'd be okay, so why am I breakin' apart? Don't wanna be torn
No one made me have to choose between what I want and what you think I need. Cause I'll always be your little girl but even little girls have got to dream.
Now it all feels like I'm five, you were always on my side. And the lonely I feel now, you used to make it go way.
Why is all this so confusing, complicated and consuming?
Why does all this make me angry?
I wanna go back to being happy.
The tears I'm cryin now, you used to wipe away…

Thursday, December 17, 2009

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts. I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track. Talk myself in, I talk myself out; I get all worked up, then I let myself down, I tried so very hard not to lose it;I came up with a million excuses. I thought I thought of every possibility. And somehow I know that it’ll all turn out, you'll make me work so we can work to work it out. And promise you kid, I'll give so much more than I get and I just haven't met you yet.
I might have to wait, I’ll never give up. I guess it's half timin', and the other half's luck.
Wherever you are, whenever it's right,you'll come outta nowhere and into my life. They say all’s fair in love and war. But I won’t need to fight it, we'll get it right an' we'll be united.
And I know that we can be so amazin',
And
bein' in your life is gonna change me,
And now I can see every single possibility.

And I just haven’t met you yet